November 22, 2010

I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving, not for drama but to have a break from school for a little bit! I'm kinda annoyed right now. My algebra teacher has sent out ANOTHER alert to my advisor about my grade. I'm not even failing. We still have the final and he drops a test grade. We met last week and he basically tried to get me to withdraw from the class, which would mean I would be a part time student and poof! there goes all my aid! I would for sure not be coming back next semester if that was the case. So what am I doing? well i'm talking to him after class and finding out what my grade is with a test grade dropped and seeing about a tutor for the final ( not that it will really help) But its worth a shot. If I'm not worried about it right now nobody else should be either. I'll just take it again I mean for goodness sakes I took geometry twice, had five different tutors, the third time I came out with a 97. How does that happen? You have a good teacher. thats how. like my algebra teacher isn't even a math certified teacher, he's a youth minister. !?!?!?! ugh this school. I love it but seriously i'm a big girl I don't need anyone to hold my hand.

November 17, 2010

Today is Wednesday!!! Only 6 more days till Justin and I go home for thanksgiving break! It is much needed and this weeks seems to be going by so incredibly slow! Although I don't know if I mind all that much. 

I cannot wait to be married! To have a family of my own even if its just me and Justin, we can start our own traditions and not have to worry about split time between families, everyone can come to us! and maybe for a change I will enjoy the holidays by not having attitudes around to wake up happy, without tears. I say this like its been this way for years. Thanksgiving and Christmas are going to  be so different this year. I really hate the fact that I can't be with both parents on big holidays and even worse my little sister. I should really stick to what I told my parents all along from when they first decided to get divorced (if you can't get along together for holidays you wont have me around). Part of me wants to but what about Shelby? I can punish them but not her. 

Hopefully things will work out between now and then. I'll update as things happen :) 

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